Well, it seems that it's been quite a while since my last post and a lot has happened since then. We are the proud parents of five kidsicles!! That is, five frozen embryos for future use.
Ok, so here's the back story. For most women, estrogen is a great thing. It is, at it's core, what makes us women, right? However, for me and many other women with breast cancer, estrogen is trying to kill me. While I enjoy the benefits of estrogen such as soft skin and healthy bones, I'm pretty sure I'd rather be alive with dry skin and brittle bones. So, my doctor has decided that what's best for me is to remove my ovaries tubes at some point during this process. That means that my ability to procreate naturally isn't an option. So, we decided to go forward with in-vitro fertilization so that we have the option to have biological children one day. Lucky for us, we received a scholarship from Fertile Hope to help with the costs. Thank you, LAF!
The IVF process wasn't bad at all. I'm not sure if it's because what I've already been through or if it was just easy for me. Those stories of massive bloating, uncontrollable mood swings and painful injections were mere legends to me. The most annoying part was having to get up every day at 7:30 AM to inject myself with drugs not the injecting part itself. The needles were so thin that the shots were nearly painless. The actual procedure involved sedatives so it was quite fun.
I was a little bummed at first that I couldn't use my birth and pregnancy story to guilt my future children, but after all the annoyances of needles, vaginal sonograms (oops, is that TMI?), the financial burdens and all this cancer business, I'm pretty sure I have plenty of ammo to guilt our children into making their beds and doing their homework.
Next stop...chemotherapy!
5 comments:
Yay!! I've been waiting for this post. I'm so happy you guys have some good kidsicles on ice.
You definitely have enough ammo for your future children (once they're thawed and all that...). Congrats!
I'm sorry you have to go through this, but glad you have kidsicles! I'm keeping my fingers crossed that chemo is easy for you too!
Janis
What are the next steps for you in your IVF cycle?? Do you fight the cancer first or do you get those kidsicles sperminated?!?!
Greetings! I don't know you but I was so inspired by your blog. You are extremly brave and full of life! I can't wait to see your stories in your future. I know that you are going to have a prosperous, eventful, rich, joyous and full life. Thanks for sharing your story.-LaTosha Brown
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